2021.12.05 06:20 kore4n_ Winter Break Extension
2021.12.05 06:20 burneraccountdm Could I be a sociopath
As the title suggests, I think I might be a sociopath. I’ve done quite a bit of reading on this and it’s only made me more certain. For context, I’m a teenager and I’ve never felt any emotion, but I’ve been able to play emotions well enough to kinda feel them myself.
I once said to myself ‘lie so hard you fall for it’ and I’ve sure as hell stuck to it. I do some very strange things like if I see an emotion I’ll document in and keep it in my mind for when I may need to borrow it for a reaction to a situation. I used to think this was normal and when I would see my mum cry or someone get injured, I’d watch in awe thinking that the reaction was so genuine and I’d look forward to donning that filter one day. Seeing emotions play at a really high level is one of the only things that brings me any sort of content but it’s usually only sad emotions you see so raw.
Ive never felt happy or sad or excited but if you asked anyone Ive met they’d describe me to be happy energetic and sweet. But that’s not what I am, that’s just what I’ve seen society treat the best and I can use societal approval to my advantage. I’ll often paint the face of someone delicate and soft because it gets the most support in problems so I don’t have to defend myself and risk tarnishing my name.
Bringing me onto my next point: I’m manipulative as hell, I’ve never been told it but I know I do it, quite happily as well. Whenever it suits me, I pull out a card to play and I find it exciting when people believe my tears. I play everyone in my life and I find it really quite exciting when I se that they’re willing to go to extents for me. I sometimes pretend to love them to get an even better reaction. I used to have really bad anger issues (I pulled a girl by the hair all across the school playground and then got her excluded at 8 years old) and one day I realised that people would catch on to me so I just stopped. And I haven’t shown anger at all since.
My siblings sometimes make jokes about how I’d probably have to worst anger since I never show it and I just laugh along innocently but I have no clue how to feel anger so I’m just like haha??
I have a strange issue with reputation, everyone has a different way of seeing me. And I used to just say that this was because human personalities were 3D and I wasn’t going to behave the same around everyone but I don’t think personality takes it to the point that I do. I dislike it when two people that I’ve met at different environments meet because I forget what I am, it’s like being on one life and having another 3 levels of the game.
I don’t feel any attraction to anyone or anything. I called my self asexual for a few years but I think asexuals still feel for people. I can’t say that I do, I don’t think I’d care of someone close to me died. I’d pretend to be heartbroken of course but inside it would just be just another event in the story.
I’m really disconnected from reality, this was agin something I used to just say was because of childhood trauma but I can’t connect with anyone or anything.
I’ve never done anything for anyone one else’s benefit. I’m seen quite often helping old ladies with their shopping or taking part in charity work but I really don’t care at all what happens to anyone but me. When people around me gal deathly sick my biggest concern is how I need to find someone to replace the things I had them in my life for. I won’t go into too much detail on that but everyone I have in my life is there for a very particular reason which i intend to use later.
From all this I probably sound like a pretty crappy person but I promise you If you met me you’d never guess. I’ve been thinking about the Ben if it’s that come with a sociopath diagnosis and have decided not to try for it and it is highly limited and it’ll only cause me trouble in the future. But there’s still something inside me that wants to know if I am in fact a sociopath or I’m just a weirdo
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2021.12.05 06:20 HLMenckenFan The Disgusting Reality Behind Ron DeSantis’ New ‘Army’
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2021.12.05 06:20 _vonStein RB Leipzig and Jesse Marsch part ways.
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2021.12.05 06:20 decomposing123 Birthday Waltz
Thanks to this sub for helpful feedback on my waltz! My friend greatly enjoyed the way-too-early birthday present. You can find the completed work (with a better recording) here:
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2021.12.05 06:20 mltxf After effects suddenly stopped sending compositions to Media Encoder
For some reason, my compositions no longer appear on Media Encoder when I try to export them from after effects.
Also when I try to add them manually from Media Encoder by browsing to the file, it gets stuck on "Connecting to project..."
Any ideas what can cause this? I'm running the latest version of everything.
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2021.12.05 06:20 Ab-klf The bread burned in an interesting way
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2021.12.05 06:20 Could_be_cubing Breathing new life into an old mac book i’ve been gifted - can i order a cheap charger on ebay?
I was (re)gifted a very old mid 2012 MacBook pro 2012 13”. The charger is, of course, frayed to bits. I’m on a budget right now, has anyone had experience getting magsafe 1 chargers on ebay such as this one?
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2021.12.05 06:20 NecessaryDelicious98 Why many Swedish people don't respect their country?
2021.12.05 06:20 Winstonoceaniasmith Huge $2.6 billion green hydrogen project planned for Europe
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2021.12.05 06:20 orguy9ja People drops flowers and cards at Dowen College's school gate to honour the memory of late Sylvester Oromoni Jr.
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2021.12.05 06:20 Hobocharlie67 Image flickering/flashing when stunned
As the title says my screen will flicker images when I am stunned, flashed, and more recently downed. It’s very annoying to deal with as it makes stuns and flashes even more effective than they’re meant to be. Does anyone know how to fix this?
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2021.12.05 06:20 Financial_Egg Is it possible to replace a texture with an image?
2021.12.05 06:20 JanaLikesAlmdudler did someone make an alternative to the cosdit r/teenagers leaderboard thingy since git died?
2021.12.05 06:20 sinioo Help! I want Kaka!
Guys, in this whole damn game I only want one player and it's Kaka. I saved up 400k which takes me a lot of time but now I want a to know your best and fastest strategy to double my coins in order to buy my fave player. Looking forward to hear from you.
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2021.12.05 06:20 rneraki i really dont wanna go into work
plain as the title. i'm lying in bad dreading having to report for my 6am shift. feel shit about it bc even though i like my job i hate the hours: i'm a full time student at the end of the semester and i'm constantly exhausted, even though i'm down to two shifts a week. still need money, though. sadly.
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2021.12.05 06:20 PenneGesserit Got an A.I art app and wanted to see what I would get if I put in movie titles.
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2021.12.05 06:20 sassyandtumble FREE kindle Christmas children’s Nook: The Excellent Adventures of Sassy and Tumble :) If you would like to support in a small way, please consider leaving a review. Merry Christmas everyone!
2021.12.05 06:20 BurntShark1 Could someone ELI5 the best way to buy Depo?
Noob here, I like the look of Depo and I was wondering if the best way to buy was to send ETH > metamask then swap the ETH to WETH through uniswap then WETH > Depo. The fees are astronomical, is this the most efficient way?
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2021.12.05 06:20 awesomeKAOS Are the ifi zen dac v2 and hifiman sundara compatible/ and or a good idea?
Total newbie to the audiophile space here, i would like to get my first proper setup. I would like to check that the dac/amp is powerful enough to adequately drive these headphones, as it on the cheaper side compared to the headphone. I currently own Apple airpods pros and the skullcandy crusher ANCs, therefore I do not need noise cancellation. I plan to run this setup from my desktop pc… are there any compatibility issues i need to be aware of? Any other advice regarding the setup of such a system at home is welcome!
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2021.12.05 06:20 FallCompetitive7976 05-December I am still here
2021.12.05 06:20 thelostpinay Employer will not annualize my yearly income today because I cant submit 2316, now I need to sign a waiver
Hello! Employment history ko is from August 2020 to June 2021 ay Employer A. Tapos August 2021 to November 5, 2021 ay Employer B.
Current employer is Employer C. Will call them current employer. Yung 2316 from Employer A nakuha ko na pero di ko pa nabbgay sa current employer, pero yung sa Employer B malabo kong makuha this month kasi alam nyo naman mga big companies, ang tagal magbigay ng ganyan. Kaya lang current employer hinihingi na lahat ng 2316 this year. Pag hindi raw mabigay lahat ng 2316, need to sign a waiver na ito ang sinagabi:
2021.12.05 06:20 agile-turtle HELP!! Pace Vanished Post Update
I play ACC on and off and can usually find the pace within 5-10 laps of playing after a few week break. Since this last update, v1.8, I can’t seem to get anywhere near my prior times. Can anyone help with what i am doing wrong please and ty!
This is pre v1.8, usually can get hot laps in the mid 1:55’s:
This is post v1.8 update with the m4, cant event crack into the 1:56’s:
With the same car in 488 post v1.8 the best i’ve done is 1:56.5, still over a second off prior. Is it just me or do the cars lack grip and lock up under braking way easier? Thanks for the feedback! (yes, i know i’m asking for it, feel free to roast the driving)
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2021.12.05 06:20 TameMing 为什么马克思是错的？——全面批判马列主义的知名著作导读